loneliness

she said if i said something to her, she can understand what i'm feel.. but the situation now is different as what she said last time.. can someone understand what i'm feel that time.. she said she happy being my friend,but she is the first 1 who move me from the sibling list.. so is it true what she said last time?? this question i will remember until i die..

보고 싶어요 ~

i miss my best friends~
noona, unni, hyung yeh, hyung xin, hyung sam and s.i~
may i know,do i still y'll best friends??

Hitz fm Parody If I Were The Boss

buke puase

tadi mase buke puase,teringat kat mama dgn ayu pulak. kenape la aku x penah rase buke puase dgn family. kenape la aku punye parent terlalu obsess dgn keje. sampai mase untuk family pun kadang x ade. lepas tu baru dapat tau ginger sakit. peh,isi kat kepale ni macam bertambah. haiz.. 

hhhmmm~

why i feel they are really important for me??
did they think like the way i think of them??
every time i sign in my fb, my heart force me to see their wall~
why i'm so soft?? imma guy,not girl~
ya Allah~
help me to change my life and my habit~
ameen~

kesedihan dalam bulan puasa

mase tu free sangat-sangat. buka la wall wei yeh,qixin,can lee,sam dgn khai ling. die orang rapat gile. bile ingat balik mase-mase dgn die orang,sedih,gembire jagi 1. tengok comment die orang, tak ade kerje penye pasal try la translate. da translate qixin pulak leh cakap can lee da hilang beberape kawan. can lee sedih bile dapat tau wei yeh kemungkinan nak transfer kat tempat lain. tak tau la kat ne. nak tanye,tapi segan lak nanti die orang cakap ngade-ngade lak nak masuk line. tapi bile fikir balik,can lee dgn yang lain sedih bile wei yeh nak transfer. tapi kalo aku... rase tak kot. aku rase kalau aku pindah pun die orang lagi suke. sampai bile la macam ni. aku nak semue jadi macam dulu. please,if i can turn back the time,i want my old life.