Reality of life..

sometimes, without realizing that the past is always remembered to stop our journey through life .. is time for us to forget it and open a new chapter and getting ready for what we will face in the future ..


Sometimes, when we fell in love with someone, someone special in our eyes, we will forget everything, including ourselves .. because he was crying .. we hence we are laughing, happy and everything for her .. when we give our wholehearted love, he even turned the pages look the other .. Has she feel what we felt at that time? Have they thought how they feel when he is on our site? and they never have a mind to think how dalamkah pain we feel?

However, what has happened to us is not the end of everything ..
Wake up from nightmares, standing up straight and began to walk through carefully bend life ..

About Love

love like the sun, it's always shining .. 

even the night appears, in light illuminates fixed ..

sometimes it will turn into an eclipse .. 

however, the light will come back too .. 

because it will not always like that ..

love is the soul food ..

life without love is like a house without the occupants .. 

while love without animating like a kite string broke ..

love like a "treasure hunt" ..

ambitions and our goals one .. 

to get to the end of the most exhilarating ..

but in the journey, we will face many obstacles and challenges ..

suppose that can not continue, we will be down and the main prize will be numb others ..

but do not have to upset ..

even if the prize is not being obtained, but we have a sense of fun ..

bercintalah so with a vengeance .. 

but do not put expectations too high ..

how???

she

where u study now~

20:23Me

im not study

20:23she

u dun wan study already?

20:23Me

y

i think so

20:24she

y

20:24Me

like i told u last time

like i told u last time

i dun hve any future

20:25she

y u think like tat ~

if u dun wan continue ur study u will really dun hv future~

20:25Me

just feel so empty

20:26she

y~dun hv friend?

friend important than ur future?

ur parent let?

20:27Me

no

20:27she

so~y u dun wan come to study~

20:28Can Lee is offline.

20:28Can Lee is online.

20:28Me

u know alrdy rite

what hppen to me

yes

future is more important than freind

but we still need friend rite

even wen u have bright future

u still need them

20:30she

yes but u dun wan come to school~how u find ur friend~

20:30Me

ok

i ask u

who want to be my friend

nobody

20:31she

we~

20:31Me

huh

wei yeh dun even wan see my face

20:32she

our class so many ppl~u can try which group is suitable for u ~

20:32Me

i know (send as a message)

Your chat message wasn't sent because Can Lee is offline.

20:32Can Lee is online.

20:32Me

i know

but atleast we strt friend with classmate first rite

20:32she

u never come 2 school how cn we know we cn continue again or not~

yes~

20:33Me

can lee,i ask u for second time

can u feel wen people break ur privacy

than copy and paste it

20:34she

if u give up ur study is bcoz of friend~u will regret at future~

20:34Me

n told other pple

20:34she

tat pass already rite~

look forward ~

i wan go out already ~

we chat next time ~

20:35Me

thank cuz remind me

20:35she

i hope u can come 2 school~

20:40Can Lee is offline.

i don't know what should i do.. trust people from one part only is very painful.. especially to the other side of people.. even we already be good,there is still have a wall between us.. 

[HQ/HD] After School - Because Of You (너 때문에) @ KBS Music Bank [091211]

why??

why??
why no one can't understand me??
sometime my parent also can't understand me..
when i done something good like help people,i really admit it..
is this the way people pay back to me by shoot me from behind??
i don't need anything else..
i just need people understand me,even in small thing..
why this always happen to me??
why??

Because Of You

아직도…나 그대를…잊지 못해
I never forget …
boy I never forget … boy

헤어진지 벌써 몇 년이 지났는지 몰라
그대 생각만하면 자꾸 눈물만 흘러
오늘따라 왜 그렇게 네가 보고플까
창 밖의 빗소리가 내 맘을 흔들어놔

사랑하지 말걸 그랬어
정주지 말걸 그랬어
붙잡지말걸 그랬어
왜 이렇게 나 혼자 아파
사랑하지 말걸 그랬어
정주지 말걸 그랬어
붙잡지말걸 그랬어
왜 이렇게 나 혼자 아파

난 항상 너만의 장미가
되려던 내 맘을 아니
이제 조각난 사랑의
마침표가 됐다는 걸
눈물이 밀려와
메마른 입술이 젖어
이제 어떡해
그댈 잊을 수 없어

*너 때문에 많이도 울었어 (매일 밤 난~)
너 때문에 많이도 웃었어 (그대 때문에)
너 때문에 사랑을 믿었어 (Wooh boy ~)
너 때문에 너 때문에 모두 다 잃었어
정말 답답답해 갑갑갑해 막막막해
너 없는 세상이
내 맘을 씹어놓고
자존심 짓밟아놓고
내 맘을 찢어놓고
왜 나를 떠나가

그날도 비가 왔었지
한참을 그댄 말없이
나를 바라보기만 했어 어어어어
흔들리는 눈빛과
애써 짓는 어색한 미소가
이별을 얘기해줘 줘줘줘줘

사랑하지 말걸 그랬어
정주지 말걸 그랬어
붙잡지말걸 그랬어
왜 이렇게 나 혼자 아파
사랑하지 말걸 그랬어
정주지 말걸 그랬어
붙잡지말걸 그랬어
왜 이렇게 나 혼자 아파

Rap)
나보고 떠나라고 할 땐 언제고
떠난다니까 어쩌고
미친 사람 취급만해
정말 힘들어 boy slow down
아무런 말도 못한 채 울어
cause I want to stay next to u
my luv is true, wanna go back 2 when I was with u

너 때문에 많이도 울었어 (매일 밤 난~)
너 때문에 많이도 웃었어 (그대 때문에)
너 때문에 사랑을 믿었어 (Wooh boy ~)
너 때문에 너 때문에 모두 다 잃었어
정말 답답답해 갑갑갑해 막막막해 너 없는 세상이
내 말맘을 씹어놓고 자존심 짓밟아놓고
내 맘을 찢어놓고 왜 나를 떠나가

I miss u… I need u… 꿈속에선 아직도 I’m wit u..
I miss u… I need u… 시간을 되돌려 wanna kiss u again ma boy…
맘이 너무 아픈데
견디기 괴로운데
너는 어디서 뭘하니 (나 울었어 참 많이)
너 없인 난 못살어
내게로 돌아와줘
날 떠나가지마

너 때문에 많이도 울었어 (예~)
너 때문에 많이도 웃었어 (많이도 웃었어 난~)
너 때문에 사랑을 믿었어 (오~예~) ~
너 때문에 너 때문에 모두다 잃었어 (너 때문에 나~)
정말 답답답해 갑갑갑해 막막막해 너 없는 세상이
내 말맘을 씹어놓고 자존심 짓밟아놓고
내 맘을 찢어놓고 왜 나를 떠나가